Boring life.

"I wished you were smart enough to notice i love you,"

Hello. Shall post nao, since it after 12. I love my friend, suddenly some of them text me to remind me of my birthday when i want to forget about it. Who wants to remember a special day worth rotting at home?! Grr, i hate fifteen and fourteen. JOKE! :D Okay, im bored. Webcamming with Etienne nao. ^^ So bored, he got long hair & he say he looks good now. HAHA! What a bhb guy. Im bored ttm, i swear. I wanna otp with someone. :( Like everynight to brighten my day. It has been so long since me and Suhailah actually have midnight talks. :') Sigh, alot things change. I want to go back to my past, or maybe fast foward to my future. I wanna go cambodia! I wanna switch live with Etienne for 1 day. Hopefully, that one day will be an enjoyable one. With my loves there& hates here. Fair enough? HAHA. :D Im thinking too much. I know, boring night. :( Sista is overnight-ing at Brother-in-law house. Im alone at home with all adults. :( I wanna run away from home & try living outside alone in the wilderness. Haha, its will be cool and spooky. I wanna try alot of things but im afraid, im sucha loser. :( Etienne is offline, im still dropdeadbored. Chatting with Crystal nao, ahhh. I wished its day time nao. Or maybe 8 plus 9 plus, got someone to text with or webcam or otp. Argh, also awake at the wrong time. I wondering should i go out today, its fourteen. Which means, 1 more freaking day. Should i? Tomorrow cfm kenna spam on facebook. Shall not be online on facebook tmrw, planning to go out with wifey and co to Vivo on fifteen. Hopefully, plans will turn out well. I dontwant another cock-edup plan. Ohwell, i spam like 1 hour writing crap here. Well, toodles for nao. :D

-Cause' i dried my eyes and I realized, I deserve somebody that treats me right/.